I am a HUGE chicken.
I mean huge.
Ever since I threw my back out a few weeks ago…
I am scared that it is going to happen again.
Public enemy #1: Crossfit.
Can you believe it?
3 weeks ago, I drank the crossfit kool-aid and was borderline obsessed!
Then, a week later I threw my back out and was forced to drop out of See Jane Run.
Today, I am terrified to go back.
As it is obviously apparent, running is my gig.
I love running.
Not being able to run for a week and a half threw me into crazy mode.
Every thing was turned upside down!
I did go last Wednesday and was forced to do deadlifts.
Which freaked me out to no end.
Yes, these suckers.
The ones that involve using your lower back to lift a gigantic bar with weights on it.
The same ones.
Everything was fine on Wednesday, but I am nervous that I am going to hurt myself again.
I’z a scared-y cat.
I just started marathon training last week and I can NOT afford to get hurt again.
What do I do?
I am scheduled to go on Wednesday, and I will… I will just be scared!
Because I am a gigantic chicken.
Anyone have any suggestions or advice?
I am here to listen.
You guys are the best-est by the way. Seriously the bestest.